❤‿❤Baby BOO is HERE!! ❤‿❤

Yeaaahaaa!!!!!

my waits finally over..!

no one can ever imagine how happy i am yesterday (25/10)..

im like a surprise gift from his mom..

she asked me to hide at the main entrance and when he went to unload his bags, 

thats when i suddenly appeared.

he was really shocked and nearly screamed when he saw me that early.

(well, we promised to go on a date on friday)

and the first thing he did was pinching my nose.haha!

i was glad to see that face of his..

the face that i missed so much..

the face that always be there for me..

even he have nothing to give that time..

all i need is to be loved by him...

my heart sunked a little when he told me 

that he will be posted in Johor..

i really was ready to hear that..

but i dont know if can handle another separation..

my brave hero change a lot..

he went there as a boy,

and came home as a man..

he is now full of confidence and control..

full of facts to talk about what he really did there..

i was stunned to hear his experience..

some of them were hard to believe..

he suffered a lot to be what he is today..

graduating the academy is the #1 main target of them..

but underneath that strict fire officials badge of intergrity,

he is still that one caring person that loves me so much..

my dear ♥ ; Pegawai Bomba KB17 Agner Marcus

im so proud of what he achieved for himself..

may God in the Highest blesses him in his commitment of his career..

and our ♥ will last to no end.

+AMEN

Being loved by this man is such a miracle for me..

Being a part of his importance is 1 of the GREATEST gift i ever have..

Thanks to GOD for giving me the most spectacular feeling in my life..  

I ♥ you sweetie..

For eternity...

dear people ٩(͡๏̯͡๏)۶

bleh-bleh-bleh

my life is full of judgement..

i think others too..

why they critic so much when they dont even know that person?

*sigh*

matluthfi90 of YOUTUBE ever said,

IT IS NOT NECESSARILY THAT;

 "the ones who in their veils are pious

and the ones with free-hair are indecent.

the ones with long pants are well-mannered

and the ones with mini skirts are not polite"

stop being proud of something you wont permanently have..

feel better bout yourself? thank GOD!

they're wearing unproper clothes?

pray for them!

they work in pub, club and whatsoever?

so what?! 

learn to respect how others work to earn for their living 

my wise teacher once said;

"if you don't respect yourself

how do you expect others to respect you?"

people,

i have no power to shut your mouth up

because it is yours

and you talk whatever you want.

but remember that

life will always bring you UPs and DOWNs.

so stop being JUDGEMENTAL

because

WE ALL WILL BE JUDGE IN THE END

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♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸me and my uke¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

 ˙·٠•●♥ MUSIC ♥●•٠·˙ 

i dont have a decent voice 

but since my B♥♥ left for his training

i tried to sing at my best (still trying though)

with my major instrument

a UKULELE!

HAHAHA!

the first moment i bought it
its WAIKIKI brand HULA GIRL UKULELE

i tried playing a guitar before but i never have a passion about it (MEH!)

well, i started playing UKULELE since my cousin brought his uke to my workplace.

i thought it was a violin but when i zipped it out of the bag and there it is..

i started playing by right-handed strumming (i tried to be normal)

but this right hand seems dead to me (obviously i cant be normal)

in result, i bought myself a UKULELE and played it lefty

but i still cant catch-up with the chords

the uke shop's owner did ask me to arrange my strings

in reverse so it would be easier but i dont want to. 

my cousin gave me chords to learn with and when i read it upside down. 

the problem was solved.

HAHAHA!

BRAVO! BRAVO!!

and this is the recent look of my babe =)

I have never stop strumming since then.

Its been a while..

okay..okay

i cant believe i've waited 5 months for him.

thats tough and thank GOD i got through with it.

we have never been apart for about 3++years.

and GOD gave us the test.

then BOOM!

but i have to let him go for our future. (yay!)

and i think that was the toughest decision i have ever made.

its only for the beginning.

and the real journey is coming.

what is this GORGEOUS PERSON doing with me??!

kidding! love you! hehehe..

(yea, i know i look like a zombie, i just had chicken pox few weeks before this picture was taken)

Now im counting days backwards...

6 days left.

cant wait to see you baby boo!